So my hubby is gone. I hate that you can't walk people to their gates anymore. I got about 20 seconds to say bye to him. I stayed strong... but cried the whole way home. I guess it didn't help that I turned the radio on only to hear "Wish you were here" by Mark Willis. Not a good one when you just said goodbye to the person you love. We had to leave the house at 4 am... So we both were soooo tired. Had so much to do the previous days.
Transportation agreed to come on Saturday. They got all our stuff that we weren't taking to Korea. It's a little sad storing all your pictures and items you saw in your house on a daily basis. But, at the same time it is making room for new adventures and items collected along the way. I guess my emotions are so mixed up. I want to wear the biggest smile I can, but at the same time I could cry a million tears. I just want this stress to be over with. Tomorrow I have a lot to do. We need to go get our Visa pictures done. And I need to do sooo much homework. Still have about 10 boxes left to pack... and tons of crap to get rid of.
Things are slowly coming together though. It is hard for me to talk about leaving with my mom now... makes us both choke up. I can't believe after almost 26 years... Our paths are separating. (Take a deep breath...) I really wanted to be able to go with James so I could hide away in his comfort. I don't know how strong I will be when I finally get to go. I don't know if I can hold it together for my mom... You know "Momma Tears" are way different then any other kind. It doesn't matter how strong you are, when you hear your mom's voice... tears immediately fall. Logan has been very sick the past few days and everyday I have turned to her for help. Man... I think I am making myself a little sad. Next Topic...
Twenty more minutes and James should be landing in Korea. Crazy that he has been traveling ALL day. Man I miss him!!! I guess this is a case of taking advantage of our time together. Any who... I am going to bed. I need to get some sleep. I have a lot on the agenda tomorrow. Goodnight my friends. Until tomorrow... :)
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